Arush Rijal

I barely remember when I stopped expecting things. But I remember it wasn't sudden, but it was through the pauses and the unnoticed empty spaces. Somewhere in between, I became what remained. Maybe leftover? Yeah, the leftover you might not know about. You probably might know. But I've better explanation. Leftover is not what is rejected, but it is what remains after the hunger is gone. Still warm, still clean but not reached for the first. Leftover exists in quiet rooms, where the disc…

It's been a while of writing something. I disappeared for a while, not just from people and places but from myself, I was lost in chaos. Today, I'm back but with no explanations but with apologies that I owe. I had sleepless nights with the regrets inside me, so opening this up could help me a bit. So, I've three people to apologize to and here are they One apology to me  One to you and,  One to them, who might or might not know you, me or both of us. 1. To me :- Self apology might …