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3 people I've to say sorry to!

It's been a while of writing something. I disappeared for a while, not just from people and places but from myself, I was lost in chaos. Today, I'm back but with no explanations but with apologies that I owe. I had sleepless nights with the regrets inside me, so opening this up could help me a bit. So, I've three people to apologize to and here are they One apology to me One to you and, One to them, who might or might not know you, me or both of us. 1. To me :- Self apology might …

Arush Rijal

July 17, 2025

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