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Arush Rijal

April 18, 2026

Hello Reader!

Life's been a kinda roller coaster lately. I don't know from where I'll start and where I'll end this. I'm writing this after a long gap. I actually wasn't busy, but I was just lazy to write.

To be honest, I'm a very lazy person. I somewhere read about 15% of the people globally are considered lazy or low effort person. I also do fall in the same category. I don't even put the 10% efforts of what others put. This is not something to be proud of but I don't even complain for things that runs away from me or things I don't get rewarded. I'm lazy to even complain for that. Maybe I don't deserve the things putting 90% less effort than that of what others are investing to the same thing. Whether it be excellence, entertainment, opportunity or people. This behaviour of me accounts me loss except for the people. For the people, I consider it as a profit.

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